SO I'm super duper bored right now.

Sitting with my laptop and texting friends on a Saturday Night.

Lets see.... Whats new?

NOTHING

My life is really boring, its such a routine, its almost to the point where I'm so bored it makes me ill.

Now... I don't play sports or do anything really to get into the groove and I don't have a busy life.

My life revolves around Video Games, Books, Manga, Writing, Listening to music, My secret hobbie (YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT THOUGH MUAHAHAHA!) and eating. OH and sleeping

I love to sleep but I hate my dreams, even they are getting routine, nearly predictable.

I need a change of pace, something new. If I had more friends I could do more things but there are like only 3 friends I see outside of school, one I see like once in 2 months maybe longer, and one I see on occasion from school.

I used to hang out with my "Best friend" everyday, but she is now a stranger to me and I can't stand being the same fucking room as her so its rather bothersome.

The only new thing in my life is the newly discovered nice guy in my math class that I'm friendly with. My friends think I'll fall for him but here's the thing, it'd be too predictable. And it's laughable to even think of a guy liking me, high school or not, so I have NO hopes at all for ever finding "Love" anytime soon.

I'm talking about random things but thats due to the fact that I am extremely bored.

I may only be 16 but I feel older, I feel like I know myself pretty well and I'm mature enough to know what love is, I'm not one of those girls who "Falls in love" after dating a guy for like a day, oh wait society now a days doesn't date... Well not really.

You become boyfriend and girlfriend before even really knowing each other, like 20 years ago you dated and THEN became boyfriend and girlfriend... I was WAY born in the wrong year.

Everyone says Chivalry is dead, but I think it's just burried under the surface. Of course not many teenage BOYS will open a door for you, or compliment you for no reason, or will stand up for you if another is dissing on you.

Now I know the whole feminie rights thing like I can open my own door, yeah, and I don't need the compliments because I'm not insecure at all and like I'm VERY good at telling someone off when they've been out of line.

BUT its the thought that counts, its nice to have a guy take the time to open the door for you.

Its nice to get a compliment every once in a while, it shows he's noticed you.

And If a guy stands up for you it means he cares.

Sadly my life isn't a love story and this stupid closet-romantic over here wishes it was, if my life is a love story, whoever the author is REALLY needs to hurry the fuck up with the love interests.

I guess you can say I'm the author of my own life but even I'm bored of this story! My life is so predictable.

I'm in a rut.. I NEED a hero or SOMETHING to atleast get me out of this damn Slump!!!

Kay Kay I'm done ranting mostly because I can go on forever in many different directions that have nothing to do with the previous topic. Good Night, sleep tight, Let tomorrow's day be filled with Light!

WTF lol where did that come from?! Oh god, shut up Poet-with-in!